Are we good now?
I think besides my darling archives I think we are back to normal ( minus the color change which is “growing on me”)
And I think I may have totally recovered from yesterday-after some reflection, and without making TOO big of a deal out of this, I have realized once again how much of a pattern can be seen in my life….it seems that everytime something “of note” happens in my family/private life…..I usually find myself having the worst possible day right before said event occures. Stupid Devil…always trying to bring us down! grrrr! oh, but I will fight! And I am sort of sheepish about my behaviour over my blog…while it DID feel like I had lost part of myself ( i still feel that way about it) I shouldnt have dwelt upon it for such an extended period of time…time I could have been praying….praying for things that are actually IMPORTANT!
I was reading in Luke last night about Martha getting mad about Mary sitting at Jesus’s feet…and Jesus said to Martha-You are worried about too many things when really there is only ONE thing of importance and Mary has identified that ( The Abigail Version) it was a perfect passage for me last night…..*sigh* constantly learning these lessons, aye?
So, some of you have been wondering how I could have actually deleted my blog, you are right, it does take a bit of effort…but the truth is I had this “other blog” that I hadnt told anyone about as of yet…and I had decided I didnt like the URL for it…and that I was just going to start over…therefore delete it…now, this said blog was listed below Abigail’s Day on my list of blogs ( in Blogger) and I THOUGHT I was clicking on IT and deleting it…so when the window popped up saying “Are you sure you want to delete this blog and all its posts?” I clicked ok…. after all I had only posted a few times…
then I went back to my dashboard and there was that blog…still there…and where was Abigail’s Day???? it was at this moment that my heart stopped and I yelled NOOOOOOOOOO! ( luckily no one was home)
I tried everything to out wit blogger at this point-but it wasnt long before I realized my fatal error…and that is how it happened. The End.